1. Resent v. (to be angry or upset about someone/something that you think is unfair)
To say that I don't feel anything or unaffected by those sayings and slanders is a big fat lie. Because to be damn honest I really really care about it and I hate to admit nor acknowledge that I can't even lying to myself that I don't want to know about it.
And I fucking tried my best. I really am. I am struggling, still.
2. Inadvertence n. (a result of inattention / an accidental oversight)
I overlooked some things that I really needed to be done. I let things flow but I didn't make any efforts to at least, kept them on track nor supported them to stand firm. And obviously, I didn't foresee all of these things before decided something. I know, I know. I was at fault.
But I am trying my hardest, and I am so frustrated that my own breath can't catch up with these matters.
I feel like I am strong enough but I am hitting the rock bottom. I feel like the world is collapsing beneath my feet.
To say that I don't feel anything or unaffected by those sayings and slanders is a big fat lie. Because to be damn honest I really really care about it and I hate to admit nor acknowledge that I can't even lying to myself that I don't want to know about it.
And I fucking tried my best. I really am. I am struggling, still.
2. Inadvertence n. (a result of inattention / an accidental oversight)
I overlooked some things that I really needed to be done. I let things flow but I didn't make any efforts to at least, kept them on track nor supported them to stand firm. And obviously, I didn't foresee all of these things before decided something. I know, I know. I was at fault.
But I am trying my hardest, and I am so frustrated that my own breath can't catch up with these matters.
I feel like I am strong enough but I am hitting the rock bottom. I feel like the world is collapsing beneath my feet.