"It hurts because it matters." ㅡ John Green
How irony. These things that happened all at once came struck at me like thunder without me being prepared. Or..did deep inside I kinda have expected it? I am not sure. Never sure. It was like all of the efforts, & smiles, hopes, & dreams were crushed by a truck, shattered around, disappeared in a thin air.
I am sorry, truly, deeply I am wounded too. Can you please spare me this time?
Didnt you see that I am trying too? To make up for everything thats already been messed up from head to toes, to fix everything thats all scattered from the moment you fell apart?
Abah...please. I cant do this anymore.